Enigma of Time!

We indulge in exercising. We flex. We commit to work out. We don't work out. We complain about not working out. We eat. We don't, and starve for no reason. We talk about eating good food in a good place. We talk about eating bad food in a bad place. We talk about good ambience while eating. We complain about poor service in restaurants.

We are impetuous. We are enthusiastic and live for the moment. We prepare for the future. We plan scrupulously. We are egoistic. We aim to please others. We think nobody notices our stark whimsical behavior.

We say bombastic things. We ask profound questions. We ask inane questions. We claim to speak for humanity. For men. For women. For people of our kind. For people of the other kind. We are all supposed to have similarities that connect us like threaded beads on a lace. We share common differences and different commonalities. We are all supposed to be different and unique.

We define ourselves. We denote ourselves. We like this kinda movies. We listen to that kinda music. We are duty bounded and responsible for we are told that's a sign of character. We know character is important. We carry the burden of our past on our shoulders. We mother and smother the dear ones. We are confident. We give into the circle of unknown.

We are entitled to certain things. Peace. Love. Happiness. Dignity. Universal fraternity. Freedom. Our pet peeves. We are to be treated with respect. We are to be cared for. We are to be loved for. These are important things. We get misty eyed over these tenets. We play. We have fun. We bond. We are smart. We are entitled to prestige, position and stature. We are entitled to social welfare. We are well read. We are entitled to a finer level of consciousness. We are inexperienced. The universe owes us experience.

We hop and shop. We wear good clothes. We adorn ourselves with good accessories. We outdo the undone.

Things don't work out for us. We work out the things. The world owes us this one. Things do work out. We deserve that. We form communities. The world owes us that of course. We are entitled to get invited everywhere. Everyone is. We are someone. Therefore. We socialize. We live up to expectations even if anybody doesn’t. We are entitled to get mad at anyone when we are in a bad mood.

We say things out of line, randomly. Casually. Hypocritically. Out of scope. Inarticulately. Inaptly. Irrelevantly. Irreverently. Unemotionally and incoherently. We behave juvenile. We cry over the spilt milk. We do more than what is required to be done. We stretch like elastic.

We hold persistent opinions. We don't consult anyone's opinions but our own. We entertain our opinions with some measure of doubt. We have faith in lot of things. We have a strong conviction in them because they make us warm inside. We believe in them because they are honest. We don't know that of course. No one does. That again is unquestionable.

Till next time...

-Manasi

All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us. - J. R. R. Tolkien

Check out my new Nokia XpressMusic phone

I am very excited today as I got a new phone for myself.
Released only on Saturday...probably I was the third customer in Hyderabad to buy this piece!
Nice, sleek, smart and stylish I am yet to explore its features.
Till then check out the phone here.....

http://www.nokia.co.in/A4598125

I celebrated the event with a sweet, heart shaped balloon and Baskin Robbins' Chocolate a la mode with a brownie and two generous scoops of chocolate on the rocks and Fig cream... and sure had chocolatee fun!

A good Sunday I must say, as I treated myself in a spa, snacked on fish made by me in the evening... later got this phone....celebrated it with a healthy subway and chocolatee icecreams...back home played cards with friends....and now gonna hit my bed!

I am gonna explore the phones's features tomorrow....

Song of the day:
Tere bin there aint no desire
Tere bin my world’s on fire
Tere bin I can’t fly high high higher

Mood of the day: Excited!

Manasi

Apples and Bananas

Dunno where I came across this... anyways

I like to eat, eat, eat apples and bananas
I like to eat, eat, eat apples and bananas

I like to ate, ate, ate ay-ples and ba-nay-nays
I like to ate, ate, ate ay-ples and ba-nay-nays

I like to eat, eat, eat ee-ples and bee-nee-nees
I like to eat, eat, eat ee-ples and bee-nee-nees

I like to ite, ite, ite i-ples and by-ny-nys
I like to ite, ite, ite i-ples and by-ny-nys

I like to ote, ote, ote oh-ples and bo-no-nos
I like to ote, ote, ote oh-ples and bo-no-nos

I like to oot, oot, oot oo-ples and boo-noo-noos
I like to oot, oot, oot oo-ples and boo-noo-noos

Dil hai to phir dard hoga....dard hai to dil bhi hoga....mausam guzarte rehte hain

It’s hard to keep things simple when people are selfish, too proud to admit they’re wrong or break into tiffs just because some things are not yet working as well as it should be.

I hope I could step back, detach myself from the fray. I believe there’s a better and simpler way of doing things to make life more meaningful, but it will need each of us to swallow our pride and help each other out, instead of readily doling out blame or parceling responsibilities around like it’s the plague.

Strange, but I don’t think I have changed on a fundamental level. I have changed the way I do things though. I was the same person at 15 and 17 and now at 30 plus, I have learnt a lot more, but I am still the same.

In my opinion, we all have these personalities inside of us, what people see though is the one we have decided to give the reins at that moment. So at weddings, parties or outings I let my Sanguine lose, being lonely my melancholy can go wild, on long walks Phelgmatic is in charge and when I am tormented for being a wife, Choleric gets a work out.

Right now listening to Dil Se Re..... and munching on the Swiss chocolates....

-Manasi

A good for nothing day!

Wednesday, Oct 24th, 2007, I supposedly was having my final round of interview… For the first time I was in my brand new formal attire to strike that corporate statement.

It did not neways go as per my expectations…and I blame myself for not being in the right frame of mind. Never mind! I reassured myself …. That’s besides the point… And now I feel so hopeless and restless as if the entire world has doomed over me. It has started this bad… and what’s it that’s gonna be still worse than this…

I feel so lost and confused…lost why, coz I lost my cell phone right after that….I just cant explain how hopeless a feeling that I’m dwelling in right now …. Oh God!! Its such a terrible and dirty feeling to lose something! Its really been a while that I lost something mine. I cannot even call myself being careless….but then I just behaved like one careless woman who was so engrossed in arguing over the appropriate auto fare that I was never aware of getting out of that auto having left my mobile behind. How did I do it ….I cursed myself!! Aah… t’was so very irritating when I had already reached the 11th floor to my office after clearing the security check, signing in for the day and then realize about the missing phone and again take an elevator down and go all the way and search in vain for the phone where I got down from the auto. I knew there wasn’t any slightest chance of finding it.

Should I blame it on my stars who didn’t play it up well for me today… Very mean that’s exactly what they have been…. responsible for this uneasy, sunken, good for nothing kinda state that I am in right now…..

I should definitely blame it on my little hand bag which has million things and all of them shouting ….very important. I wished it was a little bigger than it is ….so that I didn’t have to fidget each time to remove something out of it and put that back into it. I remember having fiddled with my goggle case in one hand and then trying to mange a file and the cell phone in the other, at the same time even arguing with the auto fellow for the shooted up meter and also trying to sort out the auto fare from a wallet ….all in a matter of two minutes…..

Things cannot change now… I am here all so pissed off with what happened….a not so impressive interview, losing my phone…..basically angry and hurt at the same time … don’t even know whether I should laugh or cry at my state…. as I have not even started working so far… whatever took place in the morning keeps playing again and again…. without my even trying to rewind the scenario…I have no clue as to why I ain’t getting over it as yet. I keep recalling…. the auto went…and went with it my old dear mobile with all my phone numbers….lovely stored messages…my favorite ring tones…. my memories! I wish I got my mobile back. Damn day! I don’t even look forward to know what’s in store for me in the rest of the day. I hope to go home as early as I can …. I want to unwind this whole thing by sleeping over it and hope to be cheerful and happy tomorrow.

Manasi

What does it mean to be a Modern Enlightened Woman....

A cousin of mine posed this to me some time back when we had met .... whether I was a modern enlightened woman myself, that really forced me to think on these lines and come out with a blog which I feel every woman of today would recognise herself with.

What does it mean to be a Modern Enlightened Woman.... Today's woman is far better an intellectual being than she thinks she is.....What She is certainly not is.....stupid! She knows who She is and what She can do. I think She is someone who doesn't feel confined by gender stereo-types, who is confident and can go after what She wants with determination, She surely knows what she does'nt want, She has her own opinions on anything and everything, She knows whats good for her and whats definitely bad, She is strong but also embraces the delicate shades of her personality that highlight her feminity.

She always walks tall and wouldn’t mind spending extra for the few inches on her heels
She always wants to look stylish and different and ends up looking.... absurdly different!
She often listens less and understands more
She is quick to decide on .... whether its now or never
She never tires of reiterating on her say and ever tired of the others' repetitions
She tries to take one day at a time, but sometimes several days attack her at once
She is not dependant anymore..... This makes her feel independent all the more!
She looks almost ten years younger her age and thinks almost ten years beyond her age
She wants to work out on her body...but ends up working hard in her mind!
She is tangled in her daily struggle for life but tries to untangle and straighten her hair
She tries to juggle between her work and home and constantly advices her man on how to combine marriage and a career.
She has strong intuition of everything which is the result of years of not thinking
She certainly knows when things are going to get a lot worse before they get worse
She wants to cook but ends up doing the laundry
She is either eating when excited or shopping when depressed
She is in the mood of movies anytime and holidays every time
She flares up fast and extinguishes soon....
She goes wrong.....and then fights for her right
She runs her horses of creative imagination wild and drives everyone around her crazy wild
She likes compliments coming in abundance but weighs it out while giving off

She doesn't have to be made-up pink and pretty, but if She's in that mood, so be-it! No one can put her in a box and limit her flight sky-high!
-Manasi

Pal Do Pal Amitabh Bachchan Ke Sang.....

Turning 65 is a big deal, especially if you are Amitabh Bachchan, an actor celebrated for his films, voice, performance, style, stature and poise. The perfect actor, this man has become the 'ideal hero' of the masses, and remains looked up to by the classes. Amitabh Bachchan still rules the roost in Bollywood. No other actor has enjoyed such iconic status in filmdom as the mega superstar Amitabh Bachchan

The man, the eminence, the Indian film legend. A hero of all times and for all times.
I thought why not write for the man, watching whom I have grown over the years...A man: work in progress….He is not the man in the movie but the movie himself. The pages cannot contain him, history cannot stop narrating him, and today even after having featured in all the possible permutations in over 150 films, he is still rewriting the rules of superstardom in the Indian film industry. Here is to celebrate the ‘Man of the Millennium’. I will not be able to chronicle all of my favorite movies of Big B….but surely want to mention two of his movies dear to me.

Kabhie Kabhie:

Yash Chopra’s movies showcase romance and love at their best. ‘Kabhie Kabhie’ is made with a theme that he is good at and that’s Love- A journey through several emotions and moments of recollection, remorse and repentance.

‘Kabhie Kabhie’…Love …poetry in action... watching the sunset in each other's eyes... dreaming of a perfect future together... two souls becoming one... fate deems otherwise... one generation later, friendship prevails... Kabhi Kabhie, life comes full circle.

The movie amazingly sets off with the dulcet poesy of “Main Pal Do Pal Ka Shaayar Hoon" and, ends with the song "Main Har Ek Pal Ka Shaayar Hoon". What lies between the two songs of the poet is a very well narrated love story spanning two generations that shows the transformation of the poet from "Pal Do Pal Ka Shaayar" to "Har Ek Pal Ka Shaayar". This movie cannot be solely called an Amitabh Bachchan movie. The movie cast deserves a special note as to have carried out spectacular performances…. Ofcourse it is Big B who steals the show. I have watched Kabhie Kabhie several times myself and in company of many others and can never get tired watching the movie from any scene that’s playing. The main reason for this is that as an audience I can associate to Kabhie Kabhie in different ways, to the characters, to the story, to the music or simply to the musings of the poet. Amitabh Bachchan looks at his absolute best in the younger version of his role.

Music has always been the salient feature of Yash Chopra's movies. Kabhie Kabhie is among the top ones in that list. Khayyam not only composed delightful music for beautiful songs written by Sahir Ludhianvi, but also scored one of the best background music in Hindi cinema. The songs melodiously rendered by Mukesh, Lata, Kishore to date are chart busters. Sahir Ludhianvi's poetry is simply breathtaking!

My personal favorite goes here...

"Mein Har Ek Pal Ka Shaayar Hoon, Har Ek Pal Meri Kahani Hai
Har Ek Pal Meri Hasti Hai, Har Ek Pal Meri Jawaani Hai

Rishton Ka Roop Badalta Hai, Buniyaden Khatam Nahin Hoti
Khwabon Ki Aur Umango Ki, Miyaden Khatam Nahin Hoti
Ek Phool Mein Tera Roop Basa Ek Phool Mein Meri Jawaani Hai
Ek Chehra Teri Nishaani Hai, Ek Chehra Meri Nishaani Hai Maein
Har Ek Pal Ka Shaayar Hoon...

Tujhko Mujhko Jeevan Amrit, Ab In Haathon Se Peena hai
Inki Dhadkan Mein Basna Hai, Inki Saanson Mein Jeena Hai
Tu Apni Adaen Baksh Inhen Maein Apni Wafaen Deta Hoon
Jo Apne Liye Sochi Thi Kabhi, Woh Saari Duaen Deta Hoon
Maein Har Ek Pal Ka Shaayar Hoon”

"I'm the poet of every moment, every moment is my tale
I exist in every moment, every moment is my youth

Forms of relationships change, their foundations remain intact
Dreams and aspirations, their durations do not expire
Your beauty lives on in one flower, my youth in another
One face bears your features, and another mine

You and I have to drink the elixir of life now with these hands
Make a home in their heartbeats, live in their breaths
You grant them your charms, I give them my fidelities
What I had once wished for myself, (I) give all those blessings"


"Kabhi kabhi mere dil main khayal aata hain

Ki zindagi teri zulfon ki narm chhaon main guzarne pati
to shadab ho bhi sakti thi

Yeh ranj-o-gham ki siyahi jo dil pe chhayi hain
Teri nazar ki shuaon main kho bhi sakti thi

Magar yeh ho na saka aur ab ye aalam hain
Ki tu nahin, tera gham teri justjoo bhi nahin

Guzar rahi hain kuchh iss tarah zindagi jaise,
Isse kisi ke sahare ki aarzoo bhi nahin

Na koi raah, na manzil, na roshni ka suraag
Bhatak rahin hai andheron main zindagi meri

Inhi andheron main reh jaoonga kabhi kho kar
Main janta hoon meri hum-nafas, magar yoonhi

Kabhi kabhi mere dil main khayal aata hai"

"Often a thought comes in my heart
If I have life under shadow of your hair
It would have been more peaceful
The ink of pain and sorrow on my heart
Could've been lost in your eyes
But it didn't happen
But it didn't happen; now life is on a fringe
That I don't have you nor sorrow nor hope
My life is going on in such a way that
It does not expect any supporting hand
No road, no goal, nor a way to see light
My life wanders around in darkness
I will be lost in this darkness someday
I know it's my love of life, but
Often a thought comes in my heart"

Silsila :

Beautiful and stylish, romantic and dreamy, indulgent of emotion using the melodramatic elements without going over board… yet another Yash Chopra’s romantic saga Silsila is one of my favorites for its rich haul of lyrics, lilting music, lovely songs, terse dialogues and a theme that explores myriad aspects of romance, both young and mature.

This movie apart from being a romantic musical can be signed off as sensitive, humane and intense of movies ever made. The subject of infidelity is handled delicately in this movie trying to maintain the dignity of love. It showcases the burning flames of desire at blaze for the lost and found first love twisted with the society’s demands and obligations. Amazing casting complementing one another’s performance at their best.

Amitabh’s sizzling on-screen chemistry with Rekha worked wonders in the film. They look so much made for each other. No wonder, the delectable duo was considered one of the most successful Bollywood pairs.

One of the best romantic verses of Javed Akhtar recited by Amitabh and coupled with the song Yeh Kahan Aa Gaye Hum sung by Lata Mangeshkar renders a magical feel to the entire song picturised on handsome Amitabh and scintillating Rekha. I mean the duo just rocks on the screen.

"Mein aur meri tanhai aksar ye baatein karte hain
Tum hothi tho kaisa hotha, tum ye kehti tum who kehti
Tum is baat pe hairan hothi, tum us baat pe kitni hasti
Tum hothi tho aisa hotha, tum hothi tho waisa hotha
Mein aur meri tanhai aksar ye batein karte hain

Yeh raat hai ya tumhari zulfein khuli huyi hai
Hai chandni ya tumhare nazron se meri raatein dhuli hui hai
Yeh chaand hai ya tumhare kangan, sitare hai ya tumhara aanchal
Hawa ka jhonka hai ya tumhare badan ki khushboo
Yeh pattiyon ki hai sarasarahat ki tumne chupke se kuch kaha hai
Yeh sochta hoon mein kab se gumsum
Ke jab ki mujhko bhi yeh khabar hai ke tum nahi ho, kahin nahin ho
Magar ye dil hai ke kah raha hai ke tum yehin ho, yehin kahin ho"

Another romantic duet, sung marvelously by Lata Mangeshkar and Kishore Kumar, for the most beautiful and picturesque song picturised on this lovey dovey duo in the colorful tulip gardens is an yet another favorite. Superb song which is like a breeze of fresh air….

"Dekha ek khwaab to yeh silsile hue
Door tak nigahon mein hain gul khile hue
Yeh gila hai aapki nigahon se
Phool bhi ho darmiyaan to faasle hue
Dekha ek khwaab...

Mera dil hai teri panaahon
Aa chhupa loon tujhe maein baahon mein
Teri tasveer hai nigaahon mein
Door tak roshni hai raahon mein
Kal agar na roshni ke kaafile hue
Pyar ke hazaar deep hain jale hue
Dekha ek khwaab..."

Yash Chopra has done a great job as a director, handling the theme of the movies very well. He keeps the story telling simple and linear, develops each character very well, and never goes far from the crux of the story even when touching issues like premarital relationship and infidelity.

Initially I thought I would write a few lines on each of my favorite Amitabh Bachchan movie…but restricted myself to only two of his movies. Listed out are my absolute favorite ones which I feel can be passed as once-in-lifetime kind of movies.

Some famous dialogues and trivia from his films….

Anand (1971)
I like Amitabh Bachchan in this movie although he plays a secondary but crucial role.

Abhimaan (1973)
I like all the songs of Abhimaan… “ Teri bindiya re”… “Loote koi man ka nagar”

Chupke Chupke (1975)
"Jis tarah gobhi ka phool, phool hokar nahi hota, waise hi gainde ka phool bhi phool hokar phool nahi hota"

Deewar (1975)
"Haan, main sign karoonga, lekin main akele sign nahin karoonga, main sabse pehle sign nahin karoonga. Jao pehle us aadmi ka sign le ke aao jisne mera baap ko chor kaha tha; pehle us aadmi ka sign le ke aao jisne meri maa ko gali deke naukri se nikal diya tha; pehle us aadmi ka sign le ke aao jisne mere haath pe ye leekh diya tha..ye.. Uske BAAD, us ke baad, mere bhai, tum jahan kahoge main wahan sign kar doonga."

"Sapne bhi samundar ki lahron ki tarah haqeeqat ki chattanon se takrakar toot jaate hain."

Mili (1975)
Mili belonged to Jaya Bachchan…I liked the role played by Amitabh as a stubborn alcoholic self-made loner

Sholay (1975)
"Tumhara naam kya hai, Basanti?"
"Pehli baar suna hai ye naam.”

"Ghadi Ghadi drama karta hai, saala."

Kabhie Kabhie (1976)
"Kabhi kabhi mere dil mein khayal aata hai."

Amar Akbar Anthony (1977)
"Aisa to Aadmi Life mein Doich time bhaagta hai. Olympic ka race ho, yaa Police ka case ho. Tum kisliye bhaagta hai bhai?"

Don (1978)
"Don ko pakadna mushkil hi nahin, naamumkin hai."

Trishul (1978)
"Sahi baat sahi waqt pe kiya jaye to uska maza hi kuch aur hai, Aur main sahi waqt ka intezaar karta hoon."
"Mai panch lakh ka sauda karne aya hoon, aur mere jeb me panch phooti kaudi bhi nahin hai!"

Muqaddar Ka Sikandar (1979)
Like the song “ O saathi re…tere bina bhi kya jeena”

Kaala Pathar (1979)
"Pain is my destiny and I can't avoid it."

Silsila (1981)
“Main aur meri tanhaai -- aksar ye baatein karte hai...." Very intoxicating!

Namak Halal (1982)
"I can talk English, I can walk English, I can laugh English because English is a very phunny language. Bhairo becomes Byron because their minds are very narrow."

Satte Pe Satta (1982)
"Daaru peene se liver kharab hota hai. Bahut boori cheez hai."

Shakti (1982)
"Hamare desh mein kaam dhoondhana bhi ek kaam hai."

Sharaabi (1984)
“Moochein ho to Nathulal jaise warna na ho."

"Zindagi ka tambu teen bambuo pe khada hai."

"Do aansoo is aankh se gire, phir do us aankh se. Phir do is aankh se, do us aankh se. Phir do is aankh se, do us aankh se. Kitne huye?...Nau lakh ke haar ke liye, barah lakh ke aansoo? Daddy hote to kehte: Vijay, tumhe business karna nahi aata?"

Black (2004)
While watching this movie, I laughed, I cried and I enjoyed myself. This movie was an experience to watch … direction, performances….everything was amazing!

Cheeni Kum (2007)
And when Ghaas Phus (64).. meets this Delhi gal Tangdi Kabab (34), they keep talking, all about chhatris, vegetarianism….. perhaps this movie is the best movie evermade in this genre with everything keeping good balance, nothing more nothing less. You would have never heard or felt such a fresh treatment and dialogues with sarcastic humor laugh and comic but still with strong messages which you will always carry in your head.

Romanticism at its finest!

Like to end my post citing some lines from Silsila…….

"Meri baat ka meri hamnafaz tu jawab de ke na de mujhe
Teri ek chup mein jo hai chupi woh hazaar baaton ki baat hai
Meri zindagi ka harek pal tere husn se hai juda hua
Tere honth thirakein to hai subah, teri zulf bikhare to raat hai"

-Manasi

Where did my childhood go?

Little did I know when I was young that I was probably living the most beautiful part of my life or that the bygone days of my childhood were to be remembered as the golden period of my life.

Why is that today I just want to live my childhood again? Why is that I am missing my carefree life of my past? Why is that the moving pictures of my childhood are so vividly flashing on my mind today?

I miss so many things of my childhood today that if I were to be given a choice I would just roll twenty years down the memory lane and embrace those wonderful years of my life and would never let them go.

Where at all did my childhood go…

Where it was fun to even wait on water for hours to get our pots filled when water was scarce in the city.

Where it was fun to drench in the rains and consciously jump in the mud puddles on our way back home from the school.

Where is was fun to flock around the murmura/phalli wala (puffed rice and peanut vendor) with coins in our hands to get our pockets filled with the peanuts.

Where it was fun to bully my sis and and then laugh our bellies out while we went asleep.

Where it was fun to ride my Sunny with my sis seated at my back and speed up to hit on every available bump on our way making her jump behind and go wild.

Where it was fun to plan and pack for a month’s summer holiday to be spent at our granny’s place in Pune.

Where it was fun to go to sleep on Granny’s tales.

Where it was fun to fearlessly walk the brink of the terrace of our building at midnight.

Where it was fun to eagerly wait for the Monday outings which meant go movies and eat out.

Where it was fun to sleep with a small transistor on which almost needed a blow to get it back to function every now and then.

Where it was fun to play ‘chikkad-billa’ (hopscotch) once back home from school.

Where it was fun to show around places of interest whenever there were guests at home

Where it was fun to go to school only to meet up with friends and play antakshari whenever and wherever possible.

Where it was fun to just hide behind the door and scare and ‘bhow’ at Baba when he returned home from work.

Where it was all fun and laughs to play on the toy game of a ‘chicken laying the eggs’, where all four of us strived to get highest number of eggs from a moving chicken which laid eggs at the press of a button.

Where it was fun to cuddle up at night and listen to Baba telling us magical stories of of Dumbu and Chotu going to moon!

Where it was fun to build imaginary houses with the pillows and cushions to play a girlie ‘house-house’ with the toy kitchen sets or arrange dolly weddings or get decked up in mom’s sarees and play ‘teacher-teacher’ with a little blackboard and duster.

While writing this post I’ve realized that its very difficult to capture, share and synopsize so many years of treasure into one single page. Life had brought all these simple pleasures and many more in everyday life of my childhood that they just happen to remain as wonderful memories for me to look back and cherish them.

They say memories are golden and may be that is true.Though there’s volumes to speak on my favorite people, favorite places, favorite memories of the past...These are the joys of a lifetime...These are the things that last. To me it’s my travel bag for the lifetime.

Manasi

If it weren't for flashbacks I'd have no memory at all.

Eyemotion...the love light in her eyes!

I think I'd describe myself as having a huge imagination and everyday at work I'm constantly pushed by the people to challenge myself with new concepts and ideas. Gradually, I'm beginning to understand and explore ways to help evolve my daydreams into reality. It is a very demanding task but I'd say the more you apply yourself, the more you benefit from it. I'm always listening to my own music in my free time and I love the fact that I can integrate other passions, such as this, into my work.

Instantly fell in love with mood of these musical melodies ....

aankhon mein teri, ajab si ajab si adaayein hai,
dil ko banade jo patang saansein yeh teri woh haawaaein hai.....

lage re lage re lage re nainwa lage re lage re....
Jab se tere naina mere naino se lage re ....
Jab se tere naina mere naino se lage re....
Tab se Deewana Hua ....aah haaa
Sab se begaana hua.......aah haaa
Rab bhi deewana lage re.... oye oye
Rab bhi deewana lage re!

"Oh come on! That hurt a little!"

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?